When Lu Zhi came out of the military camp and saw Yi Zhe, he couldn’t help but said excitedly: “I’ve been waiting for you to come!”
“I’m almost dead!” Yi Zhe said depressedly.
“It’s hard work, let’s go and give you a reward.”
Lu Zhi led Yi Zhe to the market.
On the way, Lu Zhi took out a book with pharmacopoeia written on the cover, handed it to Yi Zhe and said, “It’s all on it.”
“It’s a pity that I have nothing to give you.” Yi Zhe meant that there was no information worth exchanging yet.
“It’s just the beginning, but it will get better in the future. By the way, Xiaobai and I are already short of money, so we went to Boss Mo’s place. Remember to ask for some funds and bring them to us next time we come.”
Originally, he hoped that Yi Zhe would ask Boss Mo for money immediately, but seeing Yi Zhe’s depressed look, Lu Zhi was too embarrassed to speak and said that he would just take it with him when he came next time.
“Well, I’m afraid I’ll have to keep resting for a while.” Yi Zhe put away the pharmacopoeia and asked, “How is Xiaobai doing there?”
“He is better than me. He has sneaked into the inner gate. Now he is working in Weiyang Yamen. If possible, you’d better go see him. I can’t get in now, but the defense there is very lax, and all the people standing guard are He’s a new recruit. He’s either sleeping or thinking about life, so he doesn’t notice you.”
When Yi Zhe heard this, he looked back at the towering city wall at the end of the street, nodded and said, “Huh, even if you have ideas, I won’t give them this chance.”
The two of them chatted and arrived at an inn.
Lu Zhi arranged for Yi Zhe to move in, and when he had a rest, Lu Zhi left and returned to the military camp.
Later in the middle of the night, Yi Zhe woke up, shook his head, stood up and moved around and said, “I feel a little energetic.”
Looking at the night, Yi Zhe suddenly disappeared from the house.
A quarter of an hour later, Yi Zhe, who was learning the secret code, appeared in the small white room.
Xiao Bai, who had just fallen asleep, immediately opened his eyes and was not surprised to see a person standing in the dark room. He asked, “Why don’t you come back next year?”
“I’m almost gone, you tell me this.” Yi Zhe was so sad.
“Money, do you have any money?” Xiaobai asked as he got out of bed.
Yi Zhe shook his head and said: “No.”
“Then what are you doing here?” Xiaobai walked to the desk and began to rummage through the cabinets.
“Information.” Yi Zhe didn’t want to stay any longer.
“Here.” Xiaobai turned around and handed him a stack of papers. It was obvious that he was looking for these things just now while rummaging through the box.
“Why don’t you get a small notebook? It’s too bad to mess it up.” Yi Zhe took the scattered papers recording the information angrily.
“Oh, okay, okay, come and make some money for me next time. I can’t even afford books.” Xiaobai said and went back to the bed to lie down.
Yi Zhe put the information into storage and said: “Oh, sometimes I really don’t understand why Lao Zhang arranged it like this.”
Xiao Bai closed his eyes and said: “I used to play it, but now I understand that my works have not made breakthroughs for many years. It has become a kind of inherent catharsis and an unpleasant use that I will see in reality. Express it in pen and ink in a way that feels good to you!”
Xiao Bai laughed at himself and said: “Onlookers will always be onlookers. No matter how immersed you are in the scene and move people’s hearts, you still can’t experience the subtle emotions between people. We, I have never integrated into the boundless sea and this place, including the seniors, so I miss home very much and miss my relatives. We have been living in the past, which is the driving force that supports our survival, but it is not the future. If we cannot go back, we It’s too boring to live like this until the end of your life!”
“Isn’t it boring here?” Yi Zhe asked.
“More boring.” Xiaobai smiled and raised his head slightly, moving the pillow to make it more comfortable.
Yi Zhe looked around the room and said, “But I think you are enjoying it.”
Yi Zhe had heard before that a person could be seen clearly through the furnishings in the house.
He wasn’t so careful and couldn’t observe it all the time, but now he could see clearly that Xiaobai’s room was a mess before, with nothing else except books.
Although there are many books now, they are organized very cleanly.
This is the most direct manifestation of a person’s change.
He changed the environment in which he lived.
“You can put a pot of cactus in the window.” Yi Zhe pointed at the window and suggested.
“How can there be that thing here?” Xiaobai said with a smile.
“Okay, let’s go.” Yi Zhe didn’t stay any longer.
Xiao Bai’s words didn’t touch him much, because the strangers around him had similar problems. It seemed that every stranger was confused about whether to go or stay, and then the years disappeared like this.
But Xiaobai’s change touched him greatly.
He changed himself.
It was not about finding someone to tidy up the house for him, nor was it just a whim.
He just calmed down his mind!
This is something none of them can do, including Zhang Tianliu.
After nearly twenty years of getting along, Yi Zhe can somewhat understand Zhang Tianliu.
There’s something alienated about this guy.
Do you think he trusts you when he entrusts you with something?
That’s using you.
The things he told were all easy for them to do. He never handed over difficult things to others because of distrust.
I thought this feeling was wrong. No matter how bad Yi Zhe was, he was someone who didn’t like to trouble others.
Why should you leave difficult things to others and not do it yourself?
When others think you are wrong, when you feel that your three views are correct, it is often the most unreliable time.
Such a three-dimensional view will prevent you from being the person who throws troubles to others. This is true, but people are alienating each other.
This is how Zhang Tianliu alienated everyone.
Why can he be so familiar with the other three immortals?
In the past, Yi Zhe thought that they were kindred spirits, but when they got along, he found that Xiao Bai did not express clearly enough, or perhaps his writing style was too immature and he failed to write the Biography of the Four Immortals well.
In the past twenty years, Yi Zhe has understood that Zhang Tianliu is trusted by others, and the person who trusts him is Boss Mo!
This guy used to be a policeman. It’s ridiculous to trust a liar, isn’t it?
Trust between people is so delicate.
Another way of looking at it is to use it.
Rejection is alienation.
If you don’t refuse, you will often get hurt.
Just like him, it would be great to enjoy the blessings in the boundless sea, but it is not worth coming to this hellish place to suffer just to do errands.
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He hates being looked down upon by others, which makes him feel like a waste. He considers himself a great talent, but Zhang Tianliuruo gave him a task that he can’t complete at the moment. Why should he go back?
He will refuse directly without even giving it a try.
Why should Zhang Tianliu be given the advantage when both the left and right are dead?
Is it because he is giving?
For friends.
He can escape Zhang Tianliu’s pursuit, but can his friends escape?
If he refuses, will Zhang Tianliu kill him?
Is it because he feels that Zhang Tianliu is a very evil person, and if he refuses, everyone who gets close to him will die, so he came here?
Yi Zhe found out very funny that he came because he thought Zhang Tianliu was heinous!
He was afraid of Zhang Tianliu, afraid that he would ruin his life.
After getting along with him for nearly twenty years, he felt that this guy was not scary at all.
He couldn’t figure out whether Zhang Tianliu was really not scary, or whether he subconsciously agreed with Zhang Tianliu!
As long as he regards him as a partner, Yi Zhe will find an inexplicable peace of mind that no one can give him along the way.
Chen Fengchi treats him as a worker. His former teammates, including Teacher Lu, cannot be called a partner.
Otherwise, we will never say hello when we meet again.
Because that was their dark history and no one wanted to mention it, which shows that they don’t agree with each other in their hearts!
And the one who cut off their dark history was actually one person, Zhang Tianliu!
Without him, I might still be causing trouble everywhere, until one day I meet someone who can restrain him, and die suddenly as quickly as teleportation!
Yi Zhe realized that he also had a sense of trust in Zhang Tianliu, but the people he met felt a sense of alienation.
Everyone is polite, talks and laughs, performs tasks together, goes on adventures together, and always helps each other when encountering danger. These are partners, but why are there still alienations?
Yi Zhe didn’t know. He even thought that it was not him but his companions who were threatened by Zhang Tianliu, so would this person come to the Netherworld for adventure for him?
Will he tell himself?
Or do you pay silently alone?
No!
They should look for Uncle Lian Yang, because they have no dark history, and even Zhang Tianliu doesn’t know about it.
Is it because of the dark history that leads to alienation?
Then what is the difference between him and Zhang Tianliu?
Zhang Tianliu is trusted by Boss Mo, but who would trust him?
“Oh, **** Xiaobai, you have given me so many distracting thoughts, how can I practice in the future!”
After complaining, Yi Zhe smiled again.
Isn’t cultivation just about getting rid of distracting thoughts?
After a round, Yi Zhe returned to Ximing.
It’s hard for him to hide things in his heart. When he met Boss Mo on the way to Beiming, he didn’t say anything because he felt embarrassed. When he saw the old man again, this senior master, he couldn’t help it and recounted his distracting thoughts. Come out, hoping to get enlightenment from the old man.
The old man lowered his eyebrows and looked down at the teacup. He reached out to grab it and poured out half of it. Then he grabbed the teapot and filled it up. He handed it to Yi Zhe and asked with a slight smile: “Do you understand?”
Yi Zhe suddenly realized: “Oh, I understand! That is to say, even if I pour out the distracting thoughts as water, as long as I come into contact with people, the distracting thoughts will come back!”
The old man’s smile faded and he said abruptly: “Get lost.”
“No, it’s rare for me to talk to someone about my troubles, and you treat me like this?” Yi Zhe said with a bitter face.
The old man asked: “Since you are talking about troubles, are there any people who don’t have troubles?”
Yi Zhe smiled bitterly, this word is worthy!
“Then what do you mean by pouring tea?” Yi Zhe shot back.
The old man said matter-of-factly: “I have been in meditation for a long time, and the tea has become dirty.”
“Dirty? Don’t you fall down if you’re dirty?” Yi Zhe struck again.
“Do you have to pour it all out if it’s dirty?” the old man asked again. Find Shuyuan www.zhaｏshuyuan.com
“Isn’t it nonsense? If you don’t pour out all the water when it’s dirty, no matter how much water you pour it will still be… dirty!”
The old man smiled and said nothing.
Yi Zhe couldn’t laugh or cry.
“It hurts, it hurts so much, old man!”
Yi Zhe suppressed his bitter smile and sighed: “Well, reality is always so cruel. The problem is not with others, but with me. My troubles are because Xiaobai has a senior who guides him. This senior has trust. His person, and the person who trusts him, has a career that he is willing to devote his whole life to, and has the same pursuit as you. I, thinking about everything, always thought that it was okay. It has passed. What is the difference between this and lying to myself? ? The more healthy the society, the less I can integrate into it. I am always thinking hard about whether there will be a day of reckoning! I am not as good as Lao Zhang. He is dirty and he is right, but I am dirty, just like the catharsis in Xiaobai’s pen and ink, and I don’t care at all. And how much harm others have suffered…”
Yi Zhe cried and said, “It’s been three thousand years. Is that why I haven’t gotten anything?”
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