03
In a trance, Chu Xun seemed to see Ji Tianze who was a teenager more than ten years ago. At that time, he always stood at the door like this and said, “Xiao Xun, let’s go home.”
Chu Xun thought of the high school students he met yesterday. The carefree teenagers were as white and clean as the first snow. Maybe he used to be like that. He held his heart in front of Ji Tianze, and was trampled in every way and became filthy. . It will not be more embarrassing even if you are stepped on a few more feet, do not need care.
And Ji Tianze has also changed, becoming sophisticated and loathsome.
Chu Xun was at a loss, did he actually love this person before? This selfish and mean man? Love so stupid that you have no regrets and no regrets for ten years of youth without asking for anything in return?
Is there such a stupid person in the world?
Zhuang Hanxue has actually heard a little about Chu Xun’s private life, and there are many rumors, all of which are hard to hear.
A man in his late thirties may have a clean private life? Never touch women? Even female colleagues are indifferent to him?
They are all men, how can there be Liu Xiahui in the world?
It’s not impotence, it’s gay!
Zhuang Hanxue’s head suddenly lighted up, and he quickly let go of the hand holding Chu Xun. Although he was a playboy, he didn’t want to be the third boy between **** couples, and repeatedly denied: “Sir, you misunderstood, I’m just Chu Xun’s boss. .”
“He’s suddenly resigning. I’m very distressed and begging him to stay.”
Chu Xun thought it was absurd, why would he talk to Ji Tianze like this, as if the surnamed Ji was his boyfriend.
Chu Xun regained his senses, looked at Zhuang Hanxue, and said, “What should I explain to him?”
Only then did Ji Tianze realize that he had misunderstood Chu Xun, and said awkwardly: “You can’t speak well? I misunderstood you because I am not good. If your tone is better, I will not be mistaken.”
Chu Xun replied coldly: “Even if I really fall in love with someone else, what’s with you? We were just friends before, but now we’re not friends, why do you care about me?”
Ji Tianze was mentioned by Chu Xun as a pain point. He has long been accustomed to Chu Xun’s meekness. Now this Chu Xun seems to be possessed by others, and his body is covered with sharp thorns. If you touch him, you must stab you with blood. All the two people in the world get along with, you are strong and I am weak, you are weak and I am strong, Chu Xun is so tough, Ji Tianze becomes weak: “I am kind, do you have to do this? I have come to apologize to you, who told you You are pulling and pulling with others.”
It’s not that he doesn’t know that Chu Xun likes him, but he is a straight man, how can he accept Chu Xun? But when Chu Xun liked others, he couldn’t accept it either.
This is the most ridiculous. Chu Xun suddenly became furious: “I want to be kind? When have you ever worried about me? Now you tell me this?”
He wasn’t feeling well for a day or two. Ji Tianze didn’t care a word. He went to the hospital several times for check-ups, but Ji Tianze never found out. He thought he was working overtime and complained that he didn’t have time to do chores! The **** still has the face to worry about him!
It’s funny, it’s so funny.
Chu Xun had never been so angry with him, as if he really wanted to break up with him, Ji Tianze said: “So I didn’t come to you?”
“Can’t I apologize to you?”
Chu Xun thought, if Ji Tianze had been soft with him yesterday, maybe he would have turned back in a cheap way, Chu Xun took a step back: “It’s too late.”
Ji Tianze is very depressed, what does Chu Xun want from him? He took the initiative to apologize. Even if there was a contradiction in the past, if he was a little softer, Chu Xun would forgive him. Why doesn’t it work? why?
He thought that Chu Xun was pinched in the palm of his hand and let him round and flatten it, why did he suddenly rebel?
In a hurry, Ji Tianze blurted out, “Don’t you like me?”
Chu Xun sneered: “So you know that I liked you before? I thought you were going to pretend to die?”
Ji Tianze really didn’t understand: “What are you angry about? Wasn’t it the same as usual yesterday? You are angry with me for no reason.”
He was also a little angry when he talked. He didn’t want to fall behind and be caught by Chu Xun: “I didn’t pretend, I just didn’t mention it. Besides, I didn’t ask you to like me, you liked me without authorization. , and suddenly do not like me without authorization, and also blame me for not liking you! You like me voluntarily, but I didn’t force you.”
Hearts are cut out every word.
“Yes, it’s all my fault.” Chu Xun smiled, “It’s my fault, you’re not wrong at all, please hold your feet high, step out of the door of my house, and never come again.”
Ji Tianze didn’t want to break up with him, and he couldn’t keep a low voice. It was Chu Xun who always wanted to please him. He didn’t know how to please Chu Xun at all. He was angry for a day. Today, he went to buy a gift for Chu Xun and walked around the mall. He couldn’t remember what Chu Xun liked, but he probably liked whatever he gave to Chu Xun.
Chu Xun looked at him, his heart was calm, he didn’t have much resentment, just felt irritable. In the face of life and death, what is love and hatred? He spent half of his life on Ji Tianze, should he continue? To him, Ji Tianze was like a stock that would not return. He should have quit and stopped a long time ago, but he invested too much too early.
Chu Xun chased him away: “You’re not leaving yet?”
Ji Tianze is upset and unable to cope: “How did you become like this?”
Chu Xun is ruthless and ruthless: “I haven’t changed, I’m just like this, I just pretended to be in front of you. Bring your trash and don’t show up in front of me again.”
Ji Tianze was so angry that he laughed: “Okay, okay, you remember what you said.”
Chu Xun said: “I remember it clearly.”
A tough battle, both lost.
Chu Xun gasped while holding the door, feeling a dull pain in his chest and lower abdomen.
After a while, Chu Xun turned around and saw Zhuang Hanxue sitting on the sofa, eating the cakes in the snack box on the coffee table, half a box missing.
Chu Xun was stunned: “You haven’t left yet?” The argument with Ji Tianze was so focused that he forgot there was someone else.
Zhuang Hanxue smiled, clapped the crumbs on his hands, and said embarrassedly, “I have a dry mouth. Do you have any juice? Please pour me a glass, preferably coconut juice.”
Chu Xun: “…”
Chu Xun: “Go away.”
Zhuang Hanxue hugged the sofa tightly and said honestly, “Brother Chu, I will help you keep your secret!”
Chu Xun lowered his glasses: “Are you threatening me?”
Zhuang Hanxue shook his head again and again: “I dare not, I dare not… If you are willing to return to the company, I will help you introduce a good boyfriend.”
Chu Xun laughed angrily: “Oh, get out of here too.”
Zhuang Hanxue continued to play rogue: “It’s okay, I’ll come to you tomorrow…”
Chu Xun taunted: “Do you think I’ll be fooled by you to open the door for you?”
Started to see again.
Zhuang Han said, “Brother Chu, Brother Chu, you have to give me a reason! Otherwise, I won’t give up.”
Chu Xun couldn’t hold him back, so he let go and said angrily, “Because I’m dying! Are you satisfied with this reason?”
Zhuang Hanxue: “What do you mean?”
Chu Xun’s face was cold, he took a deep breath, his voice was low, his words were clear and indifferent, as if he was talking about other people’s affairs: “literally, I have a terminal illness, and the doctor said that I only have half a year to live.” /
The room instantly became deadly silent.
A gust of wind blows in, and the cloth curtains screech.
Zhuang Hanxue stood for a long time, hesitating to say anything: “…I’m sorry.”
“Can you get out?” Chu Xun closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and held back his temper, “If you have to force me to say it, I hate the way people look at me the most.”
Zhuang Hanxue was in a complicated mood, and finally got up and left, walked to the door, and stopped again: “I’ll find a doctor for you? Go back to the company when you’re cured.”
Chu Xun couldn’t hold back, so he picked up the fruit on the table and smashed him: “Are you annoying?”
Zhuang Hanxue shrank: “Okay, okay, I’ll go.”
Smashing another apple, Chu Xun fiercely scolded: “Don’t tell anyone!”
Zhuang Hanxue muttered: “I really don’t look like a dying person.”
Chu Xun felt uncomfortable, this old space suffocated him, like a sealed coffin, he couldn’t stay any longer.
Chu Xun booked a presidential suite in a five-star hotel out of town online, and set off early the next morning. Before leaving, he broke off the mobile phone card and replaced it with an anonymous card.
Chu Xun arrived at the hotel at noon. He wanted to play, but he didn’t know where to start.
He has lived for twenty-nine years honestly, never indulging in enjoyment, not even playing.
Chu Xun held his breath, but he was just looking for fun. What’s so difficult?
He thought about it, the most regrettable thing in his life was that he used to live like a scavenger, and he was still a virgin at his age. He didn’t want to die as an old virgin.
He has been in the mundane world for so many years, he has never done it, and he has always seen it.
Chu Xun dialed a series of numbers. He had been to this city before, knew people, and did pimp business. Chu Xun ordered: “I want a handsome guy, young and handsome enough, no more than 25 years old, and good enough in bed. .Price is not an issue.”
The other party got the deposit: “I will arrive at night. Which room do you live in?”
Chu Xun said: “2509.”
The lights are on.
A silver-black locomotive, like a bolt of lightning, zips through the street and stops at the door of the hotel. The motorcycle rider fell to the ground with his long legs and supported the car. He took off his motorcycle helmet, revealing a handsome face.
The boy stepped forward, he threw the keys and motorcycle helmet to the boy, asked the boy to park, and walked away with a cold face.
He looks about twenty-five years old. As a man, he has just taken off his immaturity and will not be too mature. He still wears a clean youthful air, leather jacket, jeans, sneakers, black leather gloves, Looks rebellious, but no hair dye, no earrings.
Like a lone wolf with no pretense and untamed wildness.
He went to the counter to get the room key first.
“2506, on the 25th floor.”
He didn’t go upstairs, so he went to a nearby bar to drink a drink, and then returned to the hotel when he felt that the wine was overpowering.
Find the room.
I don’t know why the door can’t be opened. The alcohol makes my head a little unclear. He knocks on the door.
Someone opened the door for him, and a man stood in the door. Seeing him, he seemed a little nervous, but reached out and held him.
“?”
Chu Xun’s hands trembled a little. He joked in his heart that he was cowardly, calmed down, and said, “Come in.”