“Crash…”
Hot water is sprayed from the shower head, making the sound of water reverberate in my ears.
The mist-like water vapor permeated this not-so-narrow space, making the smooth floor tiles and wall stones covered with tiny water droplets like sweat.
This is the bathroom of one of the rooms on the fourth floor of the luxury cruise ship.
The fourth floor is where the girls’ dormitory rooms are located.
At this time, Megumi Karuizawa was in the bathroom of her room, washing her body.
It’s not yet the time to take a bath, and it’s only about 2:30 in the afternoon, but Karuizawa Megumi can’t help but come here to take a bath.
If this is not the case, Karuizawa Megumi believes that her mind will not be able to calm down completely.
“It’s… terribly…”
Recalling what happened in the rabbit group’s room, Karuizawa Megumi couldn’t help but murmured such a voice.
The voice is full of pain, memories and fear.
The heart is beating faster.
Smooth skin does not feel warm at all under the hot water wash.
This made Megumi Karuizawa’s whole body tremble slightly.
If it is now, seeing such Karuizawa Megumi, I believe that no one will know what Karuizawa Megumi is afraid of.
This should be surprising, right?
Because, in the eyes of others, Megumi Karuizawa is a powerful and unreasonable queen.
Dominance is her norm.
Impression and disgust are fundamental to her personality.
Who would have thought that such a Karuizawa Megumi would hide in the bathroom of the room, trembling with fear?
Only Karuizawa Megumi knows.
This kind of self is the real self.
Karuizawa Megumi knows herself very well.
Both advantages and disadvantages are known.
So, Karuizawa Megumi knew that neither boy nor girl actually liked her.
So, Karuizawa Megumi also knows how many people hate her arrogance and unreasonableness.
Even Hirata Yosuke doesn’t like Karuizawa Megumi, just helping Karuizawa Megumi.
All of these, Karuizawa Megumi is self-aware.
But what does it matter?
Karuizawa Megumi just wants to be such a person.
As long as she becomes such a person, no one will dare to bully her again.
So, no matter how annoying, Karuizawa Megumi doesn’t feel pain.
Compared to everything that has happened in the past, such a thing is not worth calling it pain at all.
In fact, after arriving at the Advanced Nurturing High School, everything went according to Karuizawa Megumi’s wishes.
Her dominance has made her a place among girls.
Her unreasonableness makes it impossible to feel contempt for her.
The painful memories of the past have all been overcome.
Now, Megumi Karuizawa has been reborn.
At least, I think so.
“I…should have been reborn…”
Unfortunately, this is just a dream.
Dreams have their time to wake up.
Everything today has awakened Karuizawa Megumi’s dream.
When I think of Shiho Manabe, Nami Yabu, and Saki Yamashita approaching him, with a hostile scene in their eyes that Megumi Karuizawa is so familiar with, the painful memories of the past spring up like bamboo shoots after a rain. Generally, the head reappears.
“Um…”
Memories awaken fear.
Fear subverts the heart.
Karuizawa Megumi felt dizzy for a while, she couldn’t help sitting on the ground, and her head hung down as if she had lost her strength.
However, this drop actually gave Karuizawa Megumi a fatal blow.
Because Karuizawa Megumi saw it.
On his flank, there is a hideous scar there.
“!”
The moment the scar was imprinted into Karuizawa’s eyes, the dizziness in Karuizawa’s head turned into a whirlpool, causing her subverted heart to completely collapse.
“Sigh…!”
The sound of retching leaked from Karuizawa Megumi’s fingers that covered her mouth.
That’s not a reaction because the scars on my body are too ugly, but a disease caused by the cruel digging of the deep wounds in my heart.
Mental illness.
Yes.
Karuizawa Megumi has a painful past that can cause mental illness.
Because of that past, Megumi Karuizawa changed herself into the disgusting self she is now.
Karuizawa Megumi thought that the past would never come to her again.
However, Megumi Karuizawa never imagined that a trivial thing done by the disgusting self that she disguised to protect herself would actually become a fuse to reopen her inner pain.
The figures of Shiho Manabe, Nami Yabu, and Saki Yamashita approaching him not only awakened Megumi Karuizawa, who was dreaming beautifully, but also awakened the long-lost fear in her heart.
Karuizawa Megumi doesn’t even know what will happen to her in the next few days.
Karuizawa Megumi, who is in the same group as Shiho Manabe, Nami Yabua, and Saki Yamashita, can’t avoid these three people at all.
Karuizawa Megumi must have contact with those three people.
Then here comes the question.
How would the three treat themselves?
Will it destroy the present self and uncover the hateful and sad past self?
Will I be left with a second such scar on my body?
These thoughts made Karuizawa Megumi even more fearful.
“No… OK…”
Karuizawa Megumi moaned almost helplessly.
“I don’t want to…change back to…”
Only this matter, Karuizawa Megumi will never allow it.
“I’m not what I used to be…”
Karuizawa Megumi gritted her teeth and tried her best to suppress the fear in her heart.
“I have been reborn…”
Even if it was just being reborn from a humble ant to a pathetic parasite, Megumi Karuizawa needs it all.
Everything is for the sake of protecting myself.
As long as it is to protect herself, Karuizawa Megumi is willing to do anything.
The scar on the flank must not be allowed to increase.
Thinking of this, Karuizawa Megumi couldn’t help but think of that person.
I remembered the man I couldn’t ignore after the first day of the special exam on the uninhabited island.
Karuizawa Megumi still remembers what the man said when he asked the students in the class to go out to retrieve the herbs and prepare the herbs to be prepared.
“According to the types of herbs I have collected, I can make a lot of herbs with miraculous effects.”
“There are herbs that can act as stabilizers to help you sleep to the greatest extent.”
“There are herbs that can be applied topically to treat sprains, abrasions, contusions and even broken bones.”
“There are also herbs for colds and fever.”
“In addition to this, there are herbs with various health benefits, and even herbs that can remove scars~IndoMTL.com~ Yes.
“Scar removal…”
Perhaps, the man didn’t even know that?
How important is this sentence to me?
From that time on, Megumi Karuizawa knew.
I need him.
I need that man, and I need that herb.
If this is not the case, I will not be able to regenerate after all.
As long as this scar is on my body for a day, then I will still be the same me I used to be.
It is necessary to destroy that self.
To this end, Karuizawa Megumi is willing to do anything.
Even if you change the host and become that man’s parasite, that’s the same.