House Dad’s Literary Life Chapter 940: Sad people don’t listen

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小曈曈把自己“选”的东西送给了姐姐,曦曦恍恍惚惚地接了过去,还有些反应不过来。这一幕,落在了杨轶和墨菲的眼里,顿时承包了他们一个晚上的笑点。

Xiao Jiao gave the things she “chosen” to her sister, Xixi picked it up in a trance, and some couldn’t react. This scene fell into the eyes of Yang Yi and Murphy, and immediately contracted them for a night of laughter.

不过,因为小曈曈确实还太小,根本理解不到那些深层次的生日寓意,小家伙的一周岁就这么简简单单地度过了!

However, because the little one is really too young to understand the deep meaning of the birthday, the little guy’s one-year-old is just so simple!

不过,按照某科的释义,在不满一周岁以前,小曈曈还能被称为婴儿,现在一周岁生日过了,小曈曈就已经不再是任人摆布的婴儿了!

However, according to the definition of a certain subject, before the first birthday, Xiao Jiao can still be called a baby. Now that his first birthday has passed, Xiao Jiao is no longer a baby at the mercy of others!

第二天,正式成为幼儿的小曈曈,开始迎来自己新的挑战——妈妈再次出差,而且一走就是两天!

On the second day, Xiao Jiao, who officially became a toddler, began to face a new challenge of her own – her mother went on a business trip again, and it was only two days away!

这下子,小曈曈不仅要两天见不到妈妈,他还得面临可怕的“断粮”危机。

Now, not only will Xiao Jiajia not see his mother for two days, but he also has to face the terrible crisis of “running out food”.

当然,墨菲刚刚坐飞机去了京城,小曈曈还意识不到这个问题,真正困难的时刻还没到来,小家伙还乐呵呵地跟包子滚在一块玩呢!

Of course, Murphy had just taken a plane to the capital, and Xiao Jialu still didn’t realize the problem. The real difficult time had not yet come, and the little guy was still happily playing with the steamed buns!

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到了十一月底,一阵寒潮过后,北国冰封、万里雪飘,全国就只剩下琼海岛,尤其是最南端的崖州,还依然温暖如夏!

At the end of November, after a cold wave, the northern country was frozen and snow drifted for thousands of miles, leaving only Qionghai Island in the whole country, especially the southernmost Yazhou, which was still as warm as summer!

在这个美丽、暖和的热带海滨城市,今天来了一个其实是内心更需要温暖的人。

In this beautiful and warm tropical seaside city, a person who actually needs warmth in his heart came today.

钟真真,以前去听过墨菲演唱会的那个感性女孩!

Zhong Zhenzhen, the sensual girl who went to Murphy’s concert before!

听墨菲演唱会的那个时候,她当初还是魔都理工大学大三的学生,现在两年过去了,钟真真还没有毕业,不过,她却是来到了羊城一所更好的大学读研。

At the time of Murphy’s concert, she was still a junior at Magic University of Technology. Now two years later, Zhong Zhenzhen has not graduated yet, but she came to a better school in Yangcheng. University study.

其实,钟真真更加情愿自己没来羊城,不是她不喜欢羊城这个城市,而是她如果留在魔都,就不会遇到她刚刚分手的男友,就不会爱的时候轰轰烈烈、分手时候却被折磨得焦头烂额!

Actually, Zhong Zhenzhen would rather not come to Yangcheng. It’s not that she doesn’t like the city of Yangcheng, but that if she stays in the city, she won’t meet her boyfriend who just broke up, and she won’t be in love , When they broke up, they were tortured and devastated!

她躲过了热热闹闹、全国疯狂网购的光棍节,却等不到两人半年前便已经相约好一起跨年的十二月三十一日。

She escaped the lively Singles’ Day, which was a frenzy of online shopping across the country, but she didn’t wait for the December 31st when the two of them made an appointment for New Year’s Eve six months ago.

往事不要再提,现在钟真真只想好好地疗伤!

Don’t mention the past, now Zhong Zhenzhen just wants to heal her wounds!

这么多年的“老”闺蜜褚芳芳推荐她来到了崖州,这个四季如夏的美丽城市,可惜的是,褚芳芳也在读研,而且她还在赶着跟导师一起忙实验项目,没有空陪她一起来。

Chu Fangfang, an “old” best friend for so many years, recommended her to come to Yazhou, a beautiful city with four seasons like summer. Unfortunately, Chu Fangfang is also in graduate school, and she is still rushing to work on experimental projects with her mentor. Come with her.

不过,一个人游玩也没有关系!钟真真白天穿着泳衣去海滩踩浪花,晚上流连在各个小吃摊,在琼海简简闲适的时光,让她渐渐地淡忘了分手时候的刻骨铭心。

However, it’s okay to play alone! Zhong Zhenzhen wore a swimsuit during the day and went to the beach to step on the waves, and lingered at various food stalls at night. The leisurely time in Qionghai made her gradually forget the unforgettable time when she broke up.

当然,如果她不刷微播,这个疗伤之旅简直完美!

Of course, this healing trip would be perfect if she didn’t subscribe to Weibo!

然而,夜晚回到酒店后有些无聊的钟真真,还是刷起了微播。

However, Zhong Zhenzhen, who was a little bored after returning to the hotel at night, still started micro-broadcasting.

“伤心的人别听的歌?”

“Songs that sad people don’t listen to?”

看到这个开头句,钟真真还迟疑了一下,但人的视野是很大的,即便她还在犹豫要不要看下去的时候,她已经大概扫了一眼这个微播的内容。

Seeing this opening sentence, Zhong Zhenzhen hesitated for a while, but people’s vision is very big. Even when she was still hesitating whether to continue reading, she had already glanced at the content of this microbroadcast.

李石建是钟真真还比较感兴趣的一个乐评家,钟真真没想到,他介绍墨菲的新专辑时候,先奉劝了一句,提醒正处在情伤状态的人们最好别听墨菲的新歌。

Li Shijian is a music critic who Zhong Zhenzhen is still interested in. Zhong Zhenzhen did not expect that when he introduced Murphy’s new album, he first advised people that they are in a state of emotional distress. Listen to Murphy’s new song.

“说的是墨菲?她出新唱片了?”钟真真愣了一下,呆呆地看着这条微播。

“Are you talking about Murphy? Has she released a new record?” Zhong Zhenzhen was stunned for a moment, watching the microbroadcast blankly.

她以前可是墨菲和杨轶的铁杆粉丝!

She used to be a big fan of Murphy and Yi Yang!

不过,谈恋爱后,她没有再关注过那些娱乐八卦,整天跟男朋友一起泡图书馆、逛街、看星星,哪还顾得上追星啊?

However, after falling in love, she no longer pays attention to those entertainment gossips. She spends all day in the library with her boyfriend, go shopping, and watch the stars. How can she care about chasing stars?

更何况,墨菲也是一直没有什么大新闻冒出来。

What’s more, Murphy hasn’t had any big news coming out.

钟真真不知道,她的闺蜜褚芳芳昨天就已经去排队买了墨菲的新专辑,但因为这个唱片的歌曲类别,褚芳芳没敢告诉钟真真这事。

Zhong Zhenzhen didn’t know that her best friend Chu Fangfang had already queued up to buy Murphy’s new album yesterday, but because of the song category of this album, Chu Fangfang did not dare to tell Zhong Zhenzhen about it.

“伤心的人别听的歌,但李老师怎么会给所有的歌都打了五颗星?”钟真真忍不住点开视频,看李石建的试听视频。

“Sad people don’t listen to songs, but why did Teacher Li give five stars to all the songs?” Zhong Zhenzhen couldn’t help but click on the video to watch Li Shijian’s audition video.

视频里,她听不到墨菲的歌,但能够从李石建的评价中、从歌名中窥得一二。

In the video, she can’t hear Murphy’s song, but she can get a glimpse from Li Shijian’s evaluation and the song title.

1.他不爱我。

1. He doesn’t love me.

2.为你我受冷风吹。

2. For you and me, the cold wind blows.

3.如果这就是爱情……

3. If this is love…

这张专辑,很悲伤!

This album is very sad!

理智的思维告诉钟真真:“听李老师的建议,疗伤阶段,别去给自己找不痛快。”

Rational thinking told Zhong Zhenzhen: “Listen to Teacher Li’s advice, don’t find yourself unhappy in the healing stage.”

但感性的思维却这样说:“墨菲的新专辑,你怎么能够不支持?虐吧虐吧,听完后,痛痛快快地哭上一趟就好!”

But the emotional thinking said: “How can you not support Murphy’s new album? Fuck it, **** it, after listening to it, just cry happily!”

钟真真是个感性的女生……

Zhong is really a sensual girl…

于是,她不顾单买不划算,毅然决然地登陆了一个音乐网站,将墨菲新专辑里所有的歌都以单曲的形式购买以及下载下来。

So, regardless of whether it was worth it, she resolutely landed on a music website, purchased and downloaded all the songs in Murphy’s new album as singles.

她要一首歌,一首歌地听。

She wants a song to listen to.

没有单曲循环,一张专辑十三首歌(其中两首同名但分国语、粤语的歌),钟真真便坐在了酒店房间的阳台上,看着寂静的黑夜,默默地听了下去。

There is no single loop, there are thirteen songs on an album (two of which are of the same name but in Mandarin and Cantonese), Zhong Zhenzhen sat on the balcony of the hotel room, watching the silent night, silently I listened.

在墨菲不同风格的歌声中,钟真真平静地外表下面,心情却如同过山车一般,跌宕起伏。

In Murphy’s different styles of singing, Zhong Zhenzhen is calm on the outside, but her mood is like a roller coaster, with ups and downs.

“我会试着放下往事管它过去有多美,也会试着不去想起,你如何用爱将我包围那深情的滋味……”

“I will try to let go of the past no matter how beautiful it was in the past, and I will also try not to think about how you surrounded me with love that affectionate taste…”

第二首的《为你我受冷风吹》,钟真真已经忘记了李石建视频中评价的墨菲的唱功如何优秀,她被歌词里凄凉的自我劝说给感染了!

In the second song “Blowing by the Cold Wind for You and Me”, Zhong Zhenzhen has forgotten how excellent Murphy’s singing skills were evaluated in Li Shijian’s video. She was infected by the bleak self-persuasion in the lyrics!

在分手的初期,她不也是一遍又一遍地想起热恋时候他们如胶似膝、天天腻在一起的场景吗?

In the early days of the breakup, didn’t she remember over and over again when they were in love and they were glued to each other, tired of being together every day?

如果真的能放下,她又如何会为情所困?如何痛苦地需要逃离那座城市才能疗伤呢?

If she can really let go, how can she be trapped by love? How painfully needed to flee that city to heal?

第三首是《如果这就是爱情》,这首歌,彻底地将她内心的哀怨给点燃。

The third song is “If This Is Love”, this song completely ignited her inner sorrow.

“原来最后的吻如此冰冷,你只能默认我要被割舍,眼看着你走了……”

“It turns out that the last kiss was so cold, you can only acquiesce that I’m going to be given up, watching you go…”

她忽然觉得歌词里唱得都是自己……有另一个女生的出现,他产生了异心,虽然还没有最后闹崩,也没有出现狗血的“抓奸”,只是平静地谈判,可是,他做了决定,她只能成全……

She suddenly felt that she was singing in the lyrics… There was another girl who appeared, and he had a different opinion. Although there was no final collapse, and there was no **** “rape”, he just negotiated calmly, However, he made a decision, and she can only fulfill…

这就是爱情吗?

Is this love?

不,不是的……她才不要成全,才不要祝福……

No, no…she doesn’t want to fulfill, so she doesn’t want to bless…

“为什么你不选我?”钟真真抱着膝盖,蜷缩在阳台的沙发上,忽然感到好委屈、心好冷。

“Why didn’t you choose me?” Zhong Zhenzhen hugged his knees and curled up on the sofa on the balcony, suddenly feeling so wronged and cold.

如果说第三首歌,让钟真真的情绪变得有些歇斯底里,甚至还想要找到那个人,想要质问……那么第四首,平静的曲调、平静的歌词,又让她的心态,又恢复了听歌之前的平和~IndoMTL.com~我真的好想你,现在窗外面,又开始下着雨,眼睛干干的,有想哭的心情……”

If the third song made Zhong Zhenzhen feel a little hysterical, and even wanted to find that person and question…then the fourth song, with its calm tune and calm lyrics, made her feel hysterical. I have regained the peace I had before listening to the song~IndoMTL.com~ I really miss you, now it’s raining outside the window again, my eyes are dry, and I feel like crying…”

平和不代表不忧伤,现在阳台外面,夜色静悄悄的,没有下雨,但她听到这儿,确实是忍不住淌下了两行热泪。

Peace does not mean no sorrow. Outside the balcony now, the night is quiet and there is no rain, but when she heard this, she couldn’t help shedding two lines of tears.

其实,她也知道,以前一切已经回不来了……

Actually, she also knows that everything in the past can’t come back…

但她还是没有能够走出来。

But she still wasn’t able to get out.

就好像歌词里唱的那样,她明白“如果没有你,没有过去,我不会有伤心”,或者没有那一段经历,“又有什么可惜”?

As sung in the lyrics, she understands “If there is no you, no past, I will not be sad”, or without that experience, “what’s the pity”?

但失去爱情的她,彻底找不到自己以前的生活方式,找不到那个洒脱的自己。

But after losing her love, she couldn’t find her previous way of life at all, and couldn’t find her free and easy self.

如果没有他,她已经……“没有了自己”。

Without him, she would have been… “without herself.”

尽管不想再爱了,钟真真也还想知道“你是否也像我一样在想你”?

Although I don’t want to love anymore, Zhong Zhenzhen still wants to know “Do you miss you like me”?

呵呵,或许不会吧?

Oh, maybe not?

       

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