House Dad’s Literary Life Chapter 564: What Yang Yi wants to do (1/4)

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墨菲说自己每天的生活都有意义,杨轶可不这么看的,因为他每天的生活里,除了看着曦曦一天天长大让他觉得充实以外,别的事情并不算有意义。

Murphy said that his daily life is meaningful, but Yang Yi doesn’t see it that way, because in his daily life, other than watching Xixi grow up and making him feel fulfilled, other things are not meaningful .

写书、写歌,墨菲觉得他在书房里是在创作,可是杨轶自己知道,这些都不是自己的作品,就算是有些时候,为了符合这个世界的设定,杨轶需要对这些作品进行艺术性的加工,可是按照这个世界的版权逻辑,这些作品依然是他抄袭的!

Writing books and songs, Murphy felt that he was creating in the study, but Yang Yi knew that these were not his own works. Even at times, in order to conform to the setting of this world, Yang Yi needed to correct These works are processed artistically, but according to the copyright logic of this world, these works are still plagiarized by him!

当然,在法律上没有人能够追究杨轶的责任,谁知道这些作品来自另一个位面的地球?

Of course, no one can legally hold Yang Yi accountable. Who knew that these works came from another plane of Earth?

但对于杨轶自己而言,就算厚着脸皮一点也不在意,可是无法否认的是,他的人生价值其实没有能够得到体现。

But for Yang Yi himself, even if he is cheeky and doesn’t care at all, it is undeniable that his life value has not been reflected.

照顾妻儿的责任感,掩盖了杨轶的这种内心的空虚!

The sense of responsibility to take care of his wife and children conceals this inner emptiness of Yang Yi!

以前杨轶以为,自己重活一世,可以趁不再有杀手组织追杀,好好地享受普通人的生活,睡到自然醒。然后还有漂亮、单纯的妻子在怀,可爱、懂事的女儿爬在背上,不羡鸳鸯不羡仙。顶多写点前世的东西换换生活费,似乎这样的生活已经足够,平平淡淡地过一辈子就好!

In the past, Yang Yi thought that if he lived a new life, he could enjoy the life of ordinary people and wake up naturally when there were no more killer organizations. Then there is a beautiful and innocent wife in her arms, and a lovely and sensible daughter crawling on her back, not envious of mandarin ducks or immortals. At most, I can write something from my previous life in exchange for living expenses. It seems that this kind of life is enough, just live a normal life!

然而,事实并非如此。

However, this is not the case.

杨轶做不到睡觉睡到自然醒,他依然维持着前世一样的早起习惯,坚持锻炼,让自己的身体保持在一个不错的水准。

Yang Yi can’t sleep until he wakes up naturally. He still maintains the same early morning habit as in his previous life, insists on exercising, and keeps his body at a good level.

他也并没有能够像杨过一样,甘于急流勇退,可以跟心爱的小龙女在古墓里一呆便是几十年。

He was not able to be like Yang Guo, willing to retreat bravely, and could stay in the ancient tomb with his beloved little dragon girl for decades.

墨菲拉着他去唱歌,杨轶去了,他虽然是迫于形势,也并不像墨菲那样享受舞台,但不得不说,在几万人注视下唱歌,杨轶内心得到了很大的满足,就好像人生达到一个里程碑级的成就一样。

Murphy took him to sing, and Yang Yi went. Although he was forced by the situation and did not enjoy the stage like Murphy, he had to say that singing under the watchful eyes of tens of thousands of people, Yang Yi felt in his heart Great satisfaction, as if life has reached a milestone-level achievement.

杨轶觉得自己不喜欢抛头露面,最好是藏在幕后,能做什么做什么,但墨菲告诉他,他喜欢拍电影,所以他去尝试了。

Yang Yi felt that he didn’t like to be in the public eye, and it was better to hide behind the scenes and do whatever he could, but Murphy told him that he liked to make movies, so he tried it.

当然,杨轶后来发现自己并不像郭子意那样,对拍电影有着特别深的执念,但他确实喜欢扮演自己喜欢的电影角色,演好了“鲁迪”,将原本那个冷酷但善良的大个子还原出来,甚至还融入了自己的理解,演得更好,杨轶觉得自己的内心也能得到满足!

Of course, Yang Yi later found out that he did not have a particularly deep obsession with making movies like Guo Ziyi did, but he did like to play his favorite movie roles. The kind big man is restored, and even integrates his own understanding, and performs better, Yang Yi feels that his heart can also be satisfied!

平淡、幸福的生活是没错的,杨轶并没有嫌弃,也并不会从此改头换面,过上奔波劳碌而不顾家庭的生活!

It’s right to live a dull and happy life. Yang Yi didn’t dislike it, and he will never change his face from now on, and live a life of running around and working hard without caring about his family!

但杨轶觉得,自己也应该找到自己想做的事情,从而为之奋斗,创造属于自己的价值。

But Yang Yi feels that he should also find what he wants to do, so as to strive for it and create his own value.

否则,他内心的空虚终有一天会爆发出来。

Otherwise, the emptiness in his heart will burst out one day.

但杨轶想做什么呢?

But what does Yang Yi want to do?

直接想这个问题是没有答案的。

There is no answer to this question directly.

杨轶开始挖掘自己前世的记忆,自己前世喜欢做什么?

Yang Yi began to dig out the memories of his past life. What did he like to do in his past life?

唱歌不太算,毕竟他前世的嗓子和脸是被破坏过的,对于流行音乐,他最多只能是欣赏,不能哼唱。

Singing doesn’t count. After all, his voice and face were damaged in his previous life. For pop music, he can only appreciate it, not humming.

写作?或者说创作属于自己的小说?这个有点困难,杨轶喜欢读书,文笔也不错——这一世对那些小说的成功改编可以看出来。可是真的让他写小说,杨轶又缺少创作的灵感。

Writing? Or write your own novel? This is a bit difficult. Yang Yi likes to read, and his writing is not bad. It can be seen from the successful adaptation of those novels in this life. But really let him write novels, Yang Yi lacks creative inspiration.

那他真正喜欢的,可能就只剩下纯净的音乐了!

Then all he really likes is pure music!

曾几何时,他坐在空旷的庇护所的正中间,带着超HIFI的耳机,聆听宗次郎的《故乡的原风景》,在那美妙的陶笛声里,仿佛灵魂飘出来,似乎能够感受到作者的乡愁,那个场景是,他的灵魂搭乘着高速飞驰的列车,穿梭在无边无尽的田野上,经过一道道山川河流……等他摘下耳机,不知道何时已经泪流满面。

Once upon a time, he sat in the middle of the empty shelter, with super HIFI headphones, listening to Sojiro’s “The Original Landscape of Hometown”, in the wonderful sound of the ocarina, as if the soul floated out, as if he could feel it When it comes to the author’s nostalgia, the scene is that his soul rides a high-speed train, shuttles across endless fields, and passes through mountains and rivers… When he took off his headphones, he didn’t know when he had burst into tears.

是的,虽然他不知道自己的故乡是中华大陆的哪个地方,可是在音乐上,这并不妨碍他对这个曲子产生情感共鸣!

Yes, although he doesn’t know where his hometown is in mainland China, musically, it doesn’t prevent him from having an emotional resonance with this piece!

当然,不只是《故乡的原风景》这种用特殊乐器演奏的音乐,还有很多,像久石让先生的《伴随着你》(也就是大家误称的《天空之城》)、优美浪漫的《卡农》、淡淡却扣人心弦的《雨的印记》等等,当然,也有国内的《夜的钢琴曲》,小提琴版的《梁祝》等等。

Of course, not only the “Original Scenery of Hometown”, but also many music played with special instruments, such as Mr. Hisaishi’s “Accompanying You” (also known as “Castle in the Sky” by everyone), The beautiful and romantic “Canon”, the light but exciting “Mark of the Rain”, etc., of course, there are also the domestic “Piano Song of the Night”, the violin version of “Liang Zhu” and so on.

太多太多纯音乐,用乐器演奏,美得令人窒息!

Too much pure music, played with an instrument, it’s breathtakingly beautiful!

杨轶前世也会尝试着自己去演奏这些大师的作品,虽然他的几个基本乐器玩得还不错,但挑剔的耳朵还是能够听得出一点差距,所以一直在练,知道他到了这个世界。

Yang Yi also tried to play the works of these masters by himself in his previous life. Although he played a few basic instruments well, his picky ears could still hear a little difference, so he kept practicing until he knew that he had arrived. this world.

在这个世界里,他对弹奏纯音乐的练习少了,或许因为墨菲的原因,他把更多的精力放在了流行音乐上,当然,能够唱歌,而且还能自由驾驭不同音域的唱歌,还是一个比较让杨轶感到兴奋的事情。

In this world, he has less practice playing pure music, maybe because of Murphy, he put more energy into pop music, of course, able to sing, but also free to navigate different The singing of the vocal range is still something that excites Yang Yi.

但现在仔细一想,杨轶还是喜欢着纯音乐的,只是他还没有走这条路而已,即便墨菲送给他一把小提琴。

But now that I think about it carefully, Yang Yi still likes pure music, but he hasn’t taken this road yet, even if Murphy gave him a violin.

不过,在这个方面,杨轶怎么样才能体现自己的人生价值呢?还是跟以前那样,抄抄写写,把前世那些经典纯音乐给搬过来吗?

However, in this regard, how can Yang Yi reflect the value of his life? Or is it still the same as before, copying and writing, and bringing over the classic pure music from the previous life?

但这样一来,跟他之前做的事情有什么区别,又谈何创造价值、实现意义?

But in this way, what is the difference from what he has done before, and how does it create value and realize meaning?

杨轶当晚在床上想了好久,终于,他做出了一个决定。

Yang Yi thought about it in bed for a long time that night, and finally, he made a decision.

“我要自己作曲!”杨轶告诉自己。

“I want to compose my own music!” Yang Yi told herself.

作曲并不是一个简单的事情,并不是说说就能成为久石让的,就算是科班出来的学生,也不见得就能写出能勉强一听的曲子来!

Composing music is not an easy task. It doesn’t mean that you can become Joe Hisaishi. Even students who come out of the majors may not be able to write songs that you can barely listen to!

而且杨轶想要作曲,还不是一般的曲子,他想要创作出像《雨的印记》、《梁祝》这种传世经典!

And Yang Yi wants to compose music, it is not an ordinary tune, he wants to create classics like “Rain’s Mark” and “Liang Zhu”!

这个野心,似乎有点大到没边,也似乎有点不自量力。

This ambition seems to be a bit too big, and it seems a bit over-the-top.

天才和疯子只有一墙之隔,他不算是天才,估计这么想只能是疯子,或者傻子。

There is only a wall between a genius and a lunatic. He is not a genius. It is estimated that he can only be a lunatic or a fool.

当然,杨轶不会为了创作属于自己的经典,而不将前世的那些经典搬过来,那可多可惜啊,他还想自己弹奏着玩玩呢!

Of course, Yang Yi wouldn’t bring those classics from his previous life over in order to create his own classics. What a pity, he still wants to play and play by himself!

但杨轶觉得,无论这个疯狂的想法有多难实现,自己也应该去试一试。

But Yang Yi feels that no matter how difficult this crazy idea is to realize, he should give it a try.

从学习基础的作曲开始,从破碎的小段曲子创作开始~IndoMTL.com~从最简单的钢琴或者小提琴器乐开始,杨轶已经给自己想好了要走的路。

Starting from learning basic composition, starting from the creation of broken pieces~IndoMTL.com~Starting from the simplest instrumental music for piano or violin, Yang Yi has already figured out the path for himself.

创作一个曲子或许不太难,但创作一个传世经典的曲子绝对不是一个努力就能成功的目标。

It may not be too difficult to create a song, but creating a classic song is definitely not a goal that can be achieved with hard work.

杨轶甚至打算将它当成自己的人生目标,不需要太着急,不需要将自己的生活割据开来,不需要像贝多芬一样将自己折腾成那个模样。

Yang Yi even intends to make it his life goal, so he doesn’t need to worry too much, he doesn’t need to separate his life, and he doesn’t need to toss himself into that shape like Beethoven.

没关系的,杨轶可以利用自己闲暇的时间,比如曦曦去上学,然后墨菲去工作的闲暇时光,甚至是在平常普通的生活中,在和家人的旅行中,慢慢地学,慢慢地积累,多去听这个世界的音乐,汲取养分,多去拥抱这个世界和生活,从中获取灵感。

It doesn’t matter, Yang Yi can use his spare time, such as when Xixi goes to school, and then Murphy goes to work, or even in ordinary life, traveling with his family, learning slowly, Accumulate slowly, listen to the music of this world more, absorb nutrients, embrace the world and life more, and get inspiration from it.

有生之年,只要能够创造出一首属于自己的经典音乐,这就算是实现了自己的梦想!

As long as you can create your own classic music in your lifetime, you will realize your dream!

当然,就算到最后创造不出来,杨轶觉得没有关系,这个创作的过程,肯定也会让自己成长,也会创造出价值,这也是让自己活得有意义的一种体现。

Of course, even if it can’t be created in the end, Yang Yi feels that it doesn’t matter. This creative process will definitely allow him to grow and create value, which is also a manifestation of making his life meaningful.

杨轶觉得,自己有必要到校园里去进修一番了呢!

Yang Yi felt that it was necessary for him to go to the campus for further studies!

       

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